I appear as a man
starting another story
I’m accelerating along the M2 West
heading for the Vaal
I’m gently swaying and clacking over
the Fordsburg viaduct on the Trans Karroo
I’m on the R21 to OR Tambo
for my Cape Town flight
A migrant between the book ends of
my life; Johannesburg the library
Egoli, we grew up together,
learned to love one another
about you
I waxed loquacious
I was your scribe
delivered multiple tellings
I was too young to be asked
so here I was, faced with my
unquestioning arrival
my life and my futures
settled by migration
school, university, work,
my life unfolding, lovers,
love’s failures
love’s acceptances
career successes and
other episodes that make a life:
children, death of parents
from twelve dwellings we penetrated
your neighbourhods
[no more half-price pizza at the
Radium with Clive]
Goodbye Johannesburg
I’ve left my story with you
my story of you and of me
all my written words and
so many spoken
[no more Lasagne at Francos
with the Cohens]
my words about
golden winter days
and torrential white waters
after summer thunderstorms
my memories of tram rides
up and down the hills
driving through the great
exotic forest doubling
as an aviary
mansions and shacks
crazy driver pissing competitions
the growth and demise of apartheid
about the men who found
gold and the men who mined
gold and the those who followed:
workers and traders, whores and wives
and the six generations of
citizens who...